They were clear and honest
Different than I’ve ever seen them.
You got stuck in my heart
The good kind of stuck,
You stay up all night
Get three hours of sleep on a
And you wake up Wednesday
To only get three hours of sleep
So maybe J isn’t terrible after all. We text in poetry and he makes my heart race by just holding my hand. We stopped talking for 3 weeks when I got crazy and started dating David…
But then he texted me at midnight asking why he couldn’t get me out of his head. Of course I never stopped thinking about him.
He’s like me, but older…and a boy. We watched an episode of Twilight Zone that he said reminded me of him, we cuddled, we kissed, we surprisingly didn’t have sex. He texts me when he’s thinking of me and tells me I give him butterflies and tells me when I make his heart race.
It’s been a few months…like 3 or 4. And he wants to wait to let the situation breathe before we make any real commitments. He told me last night that he doesn’t want to be with anyone else and he definitely wants to be with me, but he doesn’t want to be another one of my boys that I throw out after 2 weeks. He’s being smart while I’m just wanting to rush things, as usual. Which is why all of my relationships have failed. He said he wants to be different for me and for me to be different for him. And maybe this is all a line of bullshit. Maybe he’s just terribly afraid of commitment and wanting to string me along, but I don’t care. He’s the most beautiful boy I’ve ever seen and he’s like no one I’ve ever gone after in the past (besides the fact that he’s older and has long hair.) We get along so well and I just want to hold his hands.
to listen to other people’s heartbeats,
but you were the first person
who made me aware of my own.
it is as simple,
and as complicated as that.
THIS TOOK A FAR DIFFERENT TURN THEN I EXPECTED
IT GOT BETTER
"Is seven okay?" OMGGGG
This is 19 year old Marie Fowler. Her cancer just returned, and has been declared terminal. She’s already in Hospice Care. Her final wish is to meet Kellin Quinn from Sleeping With Sirens. Please, make it happen. Spread the word. This girl deserves it.
The small amount of notes on this post worries me.
SIGNAL BOOST. LET’S MAKE THIS HAPPEN.
COME ON GUYS, IF WE CAN GET A FLUFFY CHICKEN FOR SOMEONE WHY NOT THIS
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imagine it’s you